Monday, June 7, 2010

Give Up or Not?


I'm usually not a quitter.  Today I am.  Can't take the hurt.  Too much loss.  Too much pain.  I fucking give up.  What about the girls?  They are my purpose.  Is it enough.  I dont know if I can be any good to them. 

Holy fuck I hurt bad!  Was doing good on new medication.  Now today, I'm thinking very dark thoughts.  Me!  That's crazy!  It's fucking selfish to go that direction.  Still, I hurt so bad.

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