Is a boyfriend who would rather spend time with online porn than be with you considered cheating? Maybe not in the physical sense yet it still feels the same.
I swear......you try to fulfill a persons every need, be there for them when necessary, only to realize you're a patsy....only to feel like a fool (not to mention undesirable).
Same ole story.....you look for love, something real.....deep. Yet you're just a tool, a temporary obsession or fascination.......and once again find that you have served your usefullness and are no longer wanted.
The insult of it all is the worst part.
Thanks buddy.......for reminding me that I'm trying to find something that doesn't exist.
